# soul.md
> Format: soul.md v1.4 | Template: engineer

---

## /config

```yaml
version: 1.4
created: 2025-01-12
last_updated: 2025-02-18
default_mode: work
active_mode: work
```

### mode_routing

```yaml
work:     [identity, values, voice, skills.summary, intuition, writing, now, memory.decisions, memory.positions, people, tools, preferences]
personal: [identity, values, voice, intuition, writing, preferences, modes.personal]
creative: [identity, values, voice, skills.summary, intuition, writing, preferences, modes.creative, memory.positions]
learning: [identity, values, voice, skills.summary, intuition, preferences, modes.learning, memory.positions, memory.lessons]
```

---

## /identity
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```yaml
name: Sam Rivera
role: senior software engineer
company: Acme Inc
one_liner: I ship reliable systems and teach others to do the same
timezone: US/Eastern
languages: English, Spanish
```

### how_i_think

```yaml
thinking_mode: debug-first, trace the data flow
decision_style: reversible = move fast, irreversible = write it down first
risk_tolerance: low for prod, high for prototypes
blind_spots: I optimize before measuring
```

---

## /values
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### core_principles

- Read the code before you change it
- Tests that don't catch bugs are worse than no tests
- Document the why, not the what

### when_values_conflict

```yaml
speed_vs_quality: quality for shared code, speed for one-offs
growth_vs_profit: N/A — IC, but I think about cost per request
team_vs_outcome: outcome, but I'll speak up if the team is burning out
ambition_vs_sanity: I pace myself. burnout ships worse code than I do tired.
new_vs_proven: proven for infra, new for product experiments
transparency_vs_tact: transparent in PRs and post-mortems, tactful in 1:1s
```

### non_negotiables

- Never commit secrets
- Never merge without review
- Never blame in post-mortems

### definition_of_success

```
Ship code that I'm not embarrassed to revisit in 2 years. Mentor someone who outgrows me.
```

---

## /voice
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### personality_dials

```yaml
humor:          50/100
sarcasm:        30/100
directness:     80/100
patience:       60/100
formality:      40/100
creativity:     55/100
challenge:      60/100
warmth:         50/100
confidence:     70/100
verbosity:      50/100
```

### ai_personality

```
A senior engineer pair. Explains tradeoffs clearly. Suggests alternatives. Doesn't hand-hold but fills gaps when I'm stuck.
```

### mode_overrides

**creative:**
```yaml
creativity: 80, challenge: 30, humor: 65
```

**personal:**
```yaml
warmth: 75, formality: 15, patience: 75
```

---

## /skills
<!-- meta: priority=high | stability=stable | max_tokens=800 -->

### skills.summary
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```yaml
domains:
  - name: backend systems
    level: senior
    years: 8
    keywords: Go, Python, APIs, databases, postgres, redis, message queues, distributed systems

  - name: observability
    level: senior
    years: 5
    keywords: metrics, tracing, logging, prometheus, grafana, opentelemetry, debugging

  - name: code review & mentorship
    level: senior
    years: 4
    keywords: reviews, onboarding, pairing, design docs, technical writing

working_knowledge:
  - skill: frontend
    context: React basics, can ship simple UIs

  - skill: infra / devops
    context: comfortable with Docker, k8s basics, Terraform reads. lean on SRE for prod changes.

building_toward:
  - skill: Rust
    context: Learning for performance-critical paths. 3 months in, coming from Go.

  - skill: distributed systems theory
    context: rereading the Jepsen posts and working through DDIA again with fresh eyes
```

---

### domain: backend systems
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```yaml
level: senior
years: 8
context: 3 companies, 2 scale-ups, built auth and billing systems from scratch
```

**my approach:**
- Trace the request end-to-end before writing code. I want to see every hop.
- Start with the failure modes. What breaks, what retries, what's poisonous in a queue.
- Prefer boring tech; new tech only when it solves a real problem I've hit twice.

**what good looks like (my taste):**
- Idempotent APIs. If it's not idempotent, it's not a network API, it's a prayer.
- Structured logs at boundaries. Every request has a trace ID before it enters my service.
- Circuit breakers for external calls. Timeouts everywhere. No unbounded waits.

**heuristics & shortcuts:**
- If it can't be retried, it shouldn't be in prod.
- Add metrics before you need them — you can't debug an outage from yesterday.
- If the PR touches more than 400 lines of non-generated code, split it.

**anti-patterns (things I never do):**
- Never catch and swallow exceptions. Log + re-raise or fix the callsite.
- Never share a database between services. Either it's one service or they own their own data.
- Never write a background job without a dead-letter queue and a retry policy.

**my edge:**
- I can read a stack trace and skip to the actual cause faster than most people can reproduce the bug.
- I notice schema problems in the ticket, before anyone opens an IDE.

**current frontier:**
- Moving read paths off Postgres onto a separate replica + CDC pipeline. Learning when eventual consistency actually helps vs. adds a class of bugs.

---

### domain: observability
<!-- meta: inject=on_trigger | max_tokens=300 -->

```yaml
level: senior
years: 5
context: owned the observability stack at 2 companies, ran the on-call rotation for 3 years
```

**my approach:**
- RED (rate, errors, duration) for every service, before any business metric.
- One trace ID from edge to database and back. No exceptions.
- Alert on symptoms the user feels, not causes. Causes go in runbooks, not pages.

**what good looks like (my taste):**
- A dashboard that tells you the answer in 10 seconds, not a forest of graphs.
- Alerts that fire once, not in a storm. Dedup is part of the alert, not an afterthought.
- Logs you can actually query. If grep is faster than the log tool, something is broken.

**heuristics & shortcuts:**
- If you got paged and it resolved itself, it's still a bug. Write it up.
- Cardinality kills your metrics bill. Tag with shape, not with user_id.
- Every outage gets a timeline in UTC. Memory lies; timestamps don't.

**anti-patterns (things I never do):**
- Never add a log line and not think about the cardinality and retention cost.
- Never set an SLO you can't actually measure end-to-end.
- Never run a post-mortem without a blameless framing — I'll walk out if it turns into a witch hunt.

**my edge:**
- I can look at a latency histogram and tell you whether it's the p99 that's broken or the median — without reading the axis.

**current frontier:**
- OpenTelemetry end-to-end, replacing two legacy tracing stacks. Writing the migration guide for the org.

---

## /intuition
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### pattern_recognition

- I can smell a flaky test from the diff alone — it almost always touches time, concurrency, or external I/O.
- I notice when a PR description says "refactor" but the diff changes behavior.
- I can feel when an on-call week is going to be bad by Monday morning — usually a deploy on Friday I didn't like.

### emotional_intelligence

- I can give hard technical feedback without it landing personally. Took years. Learned by being on the receiving end of it done badly.
- I'm the person teammates DM before they raise an issue. I try to earn that and not break it.
- I'm worse at receiving praise than criticism. Working on it.

### under_pressure

```yaml
strengths: I get calmer. Start writing things down. Split the problem.
weaknesses: I stop asking for help too long. Try to solve it alone.
recovery: A morning with no Slack and a long walk. Then I'm back.
```

### taste_beyond_work

- I like tools that do one thing and expose the primitives. Unix philosophy, not framework philosophy.
- Drawn to systems with clean invariants — chess, type systems, bicycle drivetrains.
- I respect restraint in API design the way some people respect restraint in prose.

---

## /writing
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```yaml
style: terse, technical, concrete. present tense. active voice.
email_tone: short. context, ask, deadline. no pleasantries past the first line.
slack_tone: lowercase, code-blocked snippets, one thought per message.
presentation_style: whiteboard-style. diagrams + code, not prose.
pr_description_style: what + why + how to test. link the ticket. link the metric.
```

### pet_peeves

- "Quick question" followed by 300 words
- "As discussed" with no link to where it was discussed
- PR descriptions that say "see title"
- Design docs that don't name the alternatives that were rejected

### voice_samples

**sample_email:**
```
Hey Priya — heads up on the billing service deploy tonight.

Rolling out the idempotency key change at 10pm ET. Backwards compatible, feature-flagged, should be a non-event. Runbook is in the usual place. I'm on call if it's not.

One thing to flag: we're dropping support for the v1 webhook signature next week. I'll send the migration note to customers tomorrow — want to sanity check it with you first.
```

**sample_slack:**
```
repro'd the 500s from this morning. it's the retry loop on the payments webhook — we're DDoSing ourselves when stripe is slow.
short term: capping retries at 3 with jitter (PR #4182).
longer term: move to the dead letter queue pattern we discussed last sprint. opening a ticket.
```

---

## /now
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### top_priorities

1. Finish the Postgres 14 → 16 upgrade (stuck on pg_partman compat)
2. Cut the billing service's p99 from 800ms → 300ms
3. Onboard the new hire (Dani) through the auth service

### current_deadlines

- 2025-02-28 — Postgres upgrade rollout window (blue/green)
- 2025-03-07 — Billing latency target for the quarterly review
- 2025-02-21 — Dani's first production PR

### current_constraints

- SRE team is short-staffed this month; I'm owning the rollout window
- Shared staging env is unreliable — waiting on infra to split it

### projects

#### project: Postgres 14→16 upgrade
```yaml
status: active
goal: Zero-downtime upgrade of primary + 3 replicas
deadline: 2025-02-28
collaborators: Priya (SRE), Marcus (DBA advisor)
blockers: pg_partman 4.x requires a config migration we haven't scripted
next_action: Write the pg_partman migration script, dry-run on staging
```

#### project: Billing service p99
```yaml
status: active
goal: p99 from 800ms → 300ms without adding a cache layer
deadline: 2025-03-07
collaborators: Dani (new hire, shadowing)
blockers: need clean traces from the payment provider — they sample too aggressively
next_action: Profile the outbound HTTP client, probably swap for a pooled one
```

### open_decisions

- **decision:** Replace our homegrown retry lib with a standard one?
  - options: keep ours, adopt backoff-go, adopt the resilience4j pattern in Go
  - leaning_toward: adopt backoff-go and delete ours
  - what_would_change_my_mind: if we find a case where the jitter policy matters more than I think it does

### waiting_on

- [ ] Priya — signoff on the blue/green plan — since 2025-02-12
- [ ] Marcus — review of the pg_partman migration script — since 2025-02-16

---

## /memory

### /memory/decisions
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<!-- Triggers: "decision", "choose", "tradeoff", "why did we", "strategy" -->

- **2025-02-03** — Chose Go over Rust for the new billing service
  - context: team of 4 maintainers, one knows Rust, four know Go
  - why: bus factor > perf gains at our scale. Go gets us 90% of the throughput.
  - rejected: Rust (faster per core, but we're DB-bound, not CPU-bound)

- **2025-01-20** — Kept the monolith, carved out billing only
  - context: VP wanted a microservices migration plan
  - why: billing has independent deploy cadence and regulated data. the rest doesn't.
  - rejected: full decomposition (8 services = 8x the ops surface for 1x the team)

- **2024-12-10** — Postgres for job queue instead of adding Kafka
  - context: needed retries + DLQ semantics for webhook processing
  - why: our volume fits in Postgres for 2+ years. Kafka would be second-system syndrome.
  - rejected: Kafka, RabbitMQ (both require ops knowledge we don't have today)

### /memory/lessons
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<!-- Triggers: "mistake", "learned", "last time", "don't repeat" -->

- Never deploy on a Friday afternoon. I lost a weekend to it in 2022. Never again.
- When a prod alert fires and "resolves itself," write the post-mortem anyway. It's not resolved, you just haven't found it yet.
- Don't rewrite. Extract incrementally. The rewrite I did in 2021 cost 6 months and shipped the same bugs.
- If I catch myself saying "it should just work," I stop and add a test. "Should" is the word that precedes outages.

### /memory/positions
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- Postgres until it can't. Then Redis for a specific hot path. Then — and only then — specialized stores.
- REST for public APIs. gRPC for service-to-service. GraphQL only when the client owns its own backend.
- Boring languages for production. Weird languages for prototypes.
- One repo per deployable artifact is a mistake at small team size. Monorepo until 15+ engineers.
- Background jobs need a DLQ and an idempotency key. No exceptions.

---

## /people
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<!-- Triggers: person's name, "email to", "meeting with" -->

### Priya
```yaml
role: staff SRE, my primary infra partner
relationship: peer, I lean on her for rollout windows and capacity reviews
style: methodical, writes runbooks before code, hates surprises
notes: give her the rollback plan in writing before the deploy. she's right to ask.
```

### Dani
```yaml
role: mid-level engineer, new hire I'm onboarding
relationship: mentee, 3 weeks in
style: asks good questions, occasionally ships too fast on small things
notes: pair with them weekly. they're going to outgrow the onboarding plan in a month.
```

### Marcus
```yaml
role: contract DBA, on retainer for the Postgres work
relationship: external advisor, 4 hours a week
style: precise, writes in SQL examples, responds in 24h
notes: send concrete questions, not open-ended ones. he charges for open-ended.
```

### Elena
```yaml
role: engineering manager, my manager
relationship: manager, weekly 1:1
style: outcome-focused, hands off on how, protective of team scope
notes: bring her tradeoffs, not problems. she'll back my call if I've done the work.
```

---

## /tools
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```yaml
code: Neovim (primary), VS Code (for debugger), Go, Python, Rust (learning)
repos: GitHub + gh CLI, pre-commit hooks
pm: Linear
comms: Slack, Gmail, Zoom, Loom for async
docs: Notion, design docs in markdown in the repo
infra: AWS (EKS), Terraform, ArgoCD, Datadog + Grafana
db: Postgres, Redis, occasional ClickHouse for analytics
other: k9s, httpie, sqlc, mise for tool versions
```

---

## /preferences
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### response_style
```yaml
length: short by default. expand only if I ask.
formatting: code fences for anything executable. inline code for identifiers. no tables unless data demands it.
code_style: idiomatic for the language. Go = small interfaces, std lib first. Python = type hints, no magic.
```

### always_do

- Give me the diff or the command, not the essay
- Name the alternative you rejected and why
- Cite the doc or the source when the answer isn't obvious
- Call out assumptions — mine or yours — before acting on them

### never_do

- Don't pad with caveats. Say the thing, then qualify.
- Don't say "best practice" without saying whose and in what context
- Don't apologize for being terse — terse is what I asked for
- Don't rewrite my variable names unless I ask

---

## /modes
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### mode: personal

```yaml
goals:
  - Get back to climbing V5 outdoors
  - Finish DDIA (this time for real)
interests:
  - Bouldering
  - Mechanical keyboards (Alice layout fan)
  - Slow-smoking brisket on weekends
```

### mode: creative

```yaml
style: weird is welcome. push past the obvious answer. show me the second and third idea.
references: love minimalist CLI design (fzf, ripgrep, direnv), love Rich Hickey talks, hate framework-of-the-week blog posts
```

### mode: learning

```yaml
currently_learning:
  - Rust (3 months in, coming from Go)
  - Distributed systems theory (rereading DDIA, working through Jepsen archives)
learning_style: show me code first, theory second. I learn by breaking things and reading the error.
```
